ASHTON & CHRISTOPHER UPDATE.. I mean the energy is NIGHT and DAY RIGHT?! I can truly say that getting these videos from the girls back in Texas always makes my heart so happy. I wish I could take the feeling out of me and project it to all of you — I can only hope that this video does for you what it does for me. It’s hard to explain the feeling of being there, at the Kill Pen, at the auction. It never gets easier and it always makes me feel so sick to my stomach. It’s depleting and it’s defeati